man i hate feeling emotions, i mean yah some are great to feel but don't you think we could just get rid of the other ones, like being unwanted. it doesn't have to deal with my friends, but guys. last night i went over to an aunts house and a bunch of my family was in town, they all said how pretty i have gotten and kept going on and on. sure it makes me feel great, but it makes me depressed because i always then end up wondering why don't guys see what my family sees? does anyone ever feel that way? well tomorrow i leave for cheer camp, i'm excited me and krista got all kinds of things for our rooms, it's gonna look cute i think. but i better go pack all my stuff for it. farewell.